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To: alt.pagan From: Balanone@tefnut.gigo.com (Balanone) Subject: Just an Opinion - bala.txt Date: 23 Jan 96 09:58:06 On Jan 19, 1996, gwen@wave.park.wy.us wrote to balanone re: Just an Opinion - bala.txt (1/1) (Though you responded in netmail, since this discussion started in alt.pagan, and we have other comments there, and I haven't seen your message to me posted there, I'm copying this message of mine to alt.pagan also. That way others interested in these ideas can read them and participate in the discussion.) gw> Please accept my apology for my having messed up your pseudonym gw> (twice!). I think I was trying to avoid "Balogna."Just gw> joking. Sheesh. They've done worse on alt.satanism... gw> Would this be a fair definition? gw> A Satanist is a pagan who seeks to control and modify life gw> to suit himself; the deity he respects is the Prince of gw> Darkness, who may be a conglomerate containing more than one gw> entity, representing those who rebel against the notion that gw> people need to obey or worship any deity. Prince of gw> Darkness does not equal Satan; however, Xtians have for so gw> long labeled his followers as Satanists that this label is gw> general (even though false). This deity does not consider gw> himself, nor is he considered by his followers, to be more gw> important than his followers, who are ceremonial magicians gw> that feel free to do whatever is pleasurable with no threat gw> hanging over them, from an independent, intelligent place gw> within self-growth of individuality with as little contact gw> with society as is possible . >It's a good start, but there are problems. gw> Okay, so we'll work on it. gw> A Satanist is a pagan >Many Satanists are (neo)pagans, and many are not. >It's a two-sided problem. gw> To me, a Satanist is a pagan because he doesn't gw> believe what the status quo would like him to. gw> As for neo, to me it indicates one who strives to gw> duplicate the past (as in Neo-Babylonian or gw> Neoplatonic). Is not Satanism a continuous line? gw> You know, people can think they are this or that; gw> that doesn't mean they are (example: Most people gw> who think they are Xtians don't know what they gw> think, and are probably not following the tenets gw> of their churches because they don't even know gw> or care what they are). Someone who doesn't believe what the status quo would like him to is "different," to some extent an individualist, but not necessarily a pagan. I'm one of those who prefers to see definitions of Pagan which describe what they /are/ and what they /do/ as opposed to what they aren't, what they don't do, and what groups they don't belong to. Based on the definitions I like best for Pagan and NeoPagan, I'm not one (I don't believe in the divinity of multiple gods/godesses), though I am a member of modern pagan society (use the same shops, attend the same events, participate intelligently on these newsgroups and echoes, do similar things, etc). I'm not sure what you mean by "Is not Satanism a continuous line?" There are at least four or five groups or types of people that call themselves Satanists, and I'd credit at least three of them with having earned the title and qualifying for that classification. There are very significant differences between such groups/types. gw> who seeks to control and modify life to suit himself; >Good. gw> Okay. gw> the deity he respects is the Prince of Darkness, >Good, but some Satanists view the Prince of Darkness >as a symbol or other ideaistic form rather than a deity >or being, and few who see him as a being would use the >term "deity." gw> How about this: he respects the Prince of Darkness. gw> who may be a conglomerate containing more than one entity, >Better: who has been interpreted in many different ways, >with different names, in different cultures. gw> How about this: (various interpretations). gw> representing those who rebel against the notion that gw> people need to obey or worship any deity. >Good. gw> Okay. So we have: "The deity he respects is the Prince of Darkness (various interpretations), representing those who rebel against the notion that people need to obey or worship any deity." gw> Prince of Darkness does not equal Satan; however, gw> Xtians have for so long labeled his followers as Satanists gw> that this label is general (even though false). >Good. gw> Okay. gw> This deity does not consider himself, nor is he gw> considered by his followers, to be more important gw> than his followers, >That's a good description of his followers' views, but not >necessarily the views of the Prince of Darkness himself. IMO, >the PoD considers himself supremely important, more important >than his followers, just as I consider myself supremely >important, more important than even the PoD. gw> How about this: Of the followers, those who view the Prince of gw> Darkness to be an entity do not consider him to be more gw> important than they are. gw> (We won't second guess what *he* thinks ). Much better. gw> who are ceremonial magicians >Many of us are, but many of us are not. gw> Are all followers magicians? Or are you saying some followers gw> are not magicians at all, let alone ceremonial? Most Satanists are magicians, but not all. Most of those who are magicians are ceremonial, but not all. gw> that feel free to do whatever is pleasurable with no threat gw> hanging over them, from an independent, intelligent place gw> within self-growth of individuality >Very good. gw> Thanks. I do feel like I'm beginning to get a handle on this, gw> albeit is a slippery hold . gw> with as little contact with society as is possible. >No, there can be and often is much contact with society. I'm >a member of two professional societies, two or three social >organizations, a volunteer in a neighborhood group, a >respected and popular manager in the company I work for, a >participant on Internet and FIDO, etc. I'm not bound by many >of the restrictions imposed on/by society (ie: I see them, and >I can cross those boundaries whenever I choose), but I do spend >much time within modern society. gw> Okay, we'll drop that phrase. I got that thought from what gw> you said earlier about "independence from everything" and gw> "increasing our independence from each other and from society." Understandable. But just because we like our privacy, surfing on unpolluted waters, clean sand, and quietude, doesn't mean we're islands. gw> May I ask a couple more questions, please? >Sure. Answers: $1.00 -- Good answers: $10.00 -- Correct >answers: $100.00 -- dumb looks are still free. :-) gw> I can't afford this.... what was I thinking?! gw> Do you use a circle for protection (and to hold in what you gw> want held in) when you're working? >No. There's nothing in the occult arena as powerful as I am >in my own space, so there's no need for protection. gw> So is that space protected? Do you use any sort of permanent gw> protection? IOW - You feel your space has been cleared of gw> negative influence permanently? How large is this space? Yes, I protect my space. Whether that protection is permanent or not is subject to debate -- I do strengthen that protection from time to time. How large? Large enough to contain me and mine. gw> Do you invoke entities to help you? >Yes, I'll invoke/evoke entities when appropriate. gw> Is there someone you invoke regularly besides the Prince gw> of Darkness? Why do you invoke these other entities? I evoke Ma'at and Xepera quite regularly, and several other Egyptian neteru more frequently than others. My evocations tend to be Egyptian more than from other cultures, though I have worked with some European gods, and sometimes Cyote. gw> Do you ever invoke the Prince of Darkness? >Regularly. gw> When you invoke him, how do you know it's him? I'm not being gw> sarcastic at all with any of this, so don't ever be thinking that. gw> To explain, I think maybe it'd be best if I tell gw> you what I believe as a pantheist magician. I believe the gw> Universe is God (not the Xtian "God" in any way), who is not "out gw> there" waiting for us to pray to it, but contains all gw> the energies anyone could ever hope for, including all the gw> spirits. As one of these spirits, I am a god (note that I gw> hang in there with what I was taught in English classes and don't gw> care much if I'm PC on gender). I don't worship the gw> gods of any pantheons, since I believe they are of human gw> construction, but I do recognize that some entities may gw> choose to play god for anyone who wants them to. Therefore, I am gw> careful *not* to invoke anybody. On occasion I use gw> circles and ritual to raise and hold and discharge intent. I have gw> permanently protected my space. It's a fair question. If there is a powerful Prince of Darkness that I invoke and who answers my invocations, he's powerful enough to fool me in a wide variety of ways. If there's one like that, there could be several. So how do I know who/what I'm dealing with? I don't. Based upon the teachings within my tradition (Setianism), based upon my experiences with him, and based upon discussions with and feedback from others whom I respect in this area, I make the best determination I can. Occult/spiritual evidence that I've gathered indicates a consistency which supports the theory that I deal with one major being. The attitudes of that being are consistent with the Prince of Darkness as I know and understand him. I use this information and perspective as a working theory at least until something better comes along. gw> Would you call yourself a ceremonial magician? >Yes, though I'm less restricted in my ceremonies than most. gw> Could you, please, explain what you mean by this? In what gw> way are they restricted or are you not? Most ceremonial magicians are tied to specific forms of ritual, traditions of ritual. My tradition insists on originality, personal meaning, and to an extent eclecticism in ritual. I hardly ever repeat any ritual, and I'm always developing new concepts and techniques, though I do enjoy carrying forward some themes from one ritual to another related ritual. gw> I'm trying to decide how to define that, as well. So gw> far it goes something like: A ceremonial magician is one gw> that invokes entities or gods in personal or comradic gw> rituals in order to obtain their protection and aid in gw> whatever magickal order of business is at hand. >Better (and more applicable to Satanic ceremonies): A ceremonial >magician is one that employs ceremony as a means for invoking >or evoking and directing magical energies. gw> Try this one on: A ceremonial magician is one that employs gw> ceremony as a means of invoking entities, or of building or gw> redirecting energies. gw> gw> I don't really see how one can have a "means" of evoking, since gw> evocation is the result of invocation. And to me "magic(k)al" is gw> redundant here. Energy is. We have different definitions for invoking and evoking. I can see how yours is workable, but I think mine is more accurate (and it happens to coincide with the dictionary definitions better). Invocation is the conjuration or the calling for(th) of some external spirit, whose existence is independent of the magician, and who comes to the magician when invoked (if the invocation is successful). Evocation is the raising up of a spirit from within, whose existence is part of or created by the magician, and who comes from the magician when evoked (if successful). These are two distinctly different acts, and therefore I use them both in discussions. As for "magical" energies, yes, "energy is," but people generally don't work magic to cause electricity to flow through the wires in their house, or to power their computer. They don't work magic to make a river flow more swiftly past the hydroelectric generator. There are energies which we use in generally mundane ways, and there are energies which we use in generally magical ways. I see a distinction between the two. gw> A balanced mage works the left and the right, the taking gw> in and putting forth of redirected energy, the female and the gw> male aspects of magick. Those who lean toward the lefthand gw> path are just a tad powermad IMHO. > You seem to be looking at right and/or left hand paths as a > /source/ of power. gw> No, not a source. Those who take only the lefthand path seem to be gw> the abusers of power who think they take it in and *have* it. They gw> don't seem to want to do anything with it, but think they're ever so gw> cool to be so "powerful." IMO Dianics, for example, in a number of gw> ways celebrate the lefthand path. There's no balance. I strive to gw> respect the dark and the light, and to walk my path in balance. I gw> do agree with your values of independence, intelligence, high gw> philosophy, and individuality, but I don't agree that the lefthand gw> path *is* those things. The political left does include those gw> qualities. Why do you have this opinion of LHP vs RHP practices? IMO those who "think they take it in and *have* it" are found in all paths and traditions. Those who feel that power is the end rather than a means to the end are found in all traditions. Whereas I am probably as strong an LHP magician as you're likely to find, unwavering in my dedication to my individual Initiation regardless of all external situations. I am also probably as balanced as anyone you'll find. Within the Temple of Set I've joined the Order of Shuti, and follow the guidance provided by the dual lion gods Shu and Tefnut, opposites in dynamic balance. Power is important, but only for what it can accomplish for me. Initiation and Xeper is the goal; power is only a means. >There you've lost me. I'm not sure which types of entities you're >referring to here. I believe that just about all spirits, deities, >etc., are creations, powerful creations perhaps, but still creations >of either the Prince of Darkness or of mankind. Some therefore are >created as companions, others as tools. Others (created by mankind) >could even be enemies of the PoD. gw> Are the other entities that you invoke followers of the Prince of gw> Darkness? Or companions? If he believes himself to be more gw> important than anyone else, do they? Are they deities? No, the other entities that I invoke aren't "followers" of the Prince of Darkness. Some may be aspects of the Prince (just as the "hand that feeds" is an aspect of "pet owner"), but otherwise in general the Neteru that I evoke are aspects of myself, those attributes I'm working to strengthen, those powers which hold the promise of my future Initiation, and those powers that I'm just beginning to tap. Are they deities? Often I wouldn't even call the Prince of Darkness a "deity" -- They are spirits/forms/whatevers which are useful to my Initiation. None of them have created worlds, and none of them meddle in the day-to-day activities of life or people. gw> Do you gw> really believe mankind is capable of creating a deity or an entity? gw> Do you believe the Xtian "God" exists? I don't believe that or gw> that any deity that man has created is actual. Yes, I firmly believe mankind is capable of creating entities (again, I question the use of deity myself), entities which people have believed to be gods. I believe that just about all gods men have ever worshipped or believed in have been created by men. gw> IMO the Xtian "God" gw> is imaginary falderah nonsense, and Xtianity does not work because gw> the magick of Jesus was bent on saving a lot of folks from their gw> belief that they would never attain anything on a spiritual level gw> (righteous thinking surely), but it is based in the fallacious gw> thought that this "God" can punish you or reward you in the first gw> place, which "he" can't. BTAIM -- There is plenty of evidence that gw> Jesus believed in reincarnation and didn't think of "heaven" as gw> anything more than a superlative goal much like the Buddhist gw> nirvana. Just because Jesus believed in "God" and talked gw> to him/it does not mean he was capable of changing the course of gw> mankind's spiritual destiny via his will, anymore than it means the gw> Xtians have ever been right about who their "God" is. Both the gw> Jews and Jesus define(d) God as pure Spirit. The Jews don't buy gw> into the anthropomorphism of God anymore than I do. Don't think of gw> this as proselytizing ... I'm just discussing, and don't gw> usually get a chance to. IMO the Christian God is an interesting creation, filled with all sorts of contradictions, just about the most schizophrenic "deity" mankind has ever created. It's an excellent study of what to avoid during magical workings. gw> A couple more questions, if I may? Is it true that Anton LaVey was gw> raised Jewish? If that's so, doesn't that color the way he gw> envisioned Satan? Does that color the way you envision Satan? Yes, Howard Levy was born to a Jewish family. I don't know how strong his Jewish upbringing was. I don't know whether it colored the way he saw Satan and Satanism. Since my Satanism is based on my own views of the Prince of Darkness, no, his background doesn't color my views of the Prince. I see areas of overlap, but there are differences also. IMO LaVey was a visionary of his day, but his views of the Prince of Darkness were sorely limited, and he was unable to get past some of his own limitations in that area. gw> Also gw> - Would you consider yourself a sorcerer, rather than a magician? Before I could answer that question, I'd have to know what you mean by "sorcerer" and "magician". gw> Thanks for an extremely enlightening and fulfilling discussion. I'm gw> hoping you think so too. It's enjoyable. gw> Hen to Pan, gw> Gwen May you live long and prosper. 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